guilty

Okay so now I feel way bad about my earlier post. I'll do a happy post now. I really do love my Gregg. Especially today after class when he came home and found me in the bathroom sick , he felt way bad that he couldn't stay home and take care of me. He's been helping me find people to cover my shift at work so I don't have to go to work when i'm sick too. He's so nice.

Today he was going to take me to McDonalds for lunch before he dropped me off at work. Which he was smart enough to know just wasn't going to happen. Yesterday he went through all the trouble when he was tired to get the internet set up so that when he was working his 18 hour shift and going to school , I'd have something to do. Also so he could do good in his class but let me be selfish.

He's always doing dishes and making dinner. I'll be honest here. We've been married for almost a month. Really!  You want to know how many times i've made dinner ? 3. How many times i've done dishes ? 1. Sometimes I feel like a terrible wife. He never says I am though. In fact he tells me how not terrible I am.

So even though we got off to a rough start today, ( lack of sleep , it's a killer) I'm very glad that I'm married to Gregg. I'm glad he came home and when I didn't feel good he gave me a hug and said what do I need to do? I'm glad he knows how to tell if I have a fever or not. I'm glad he lets me lay in bed and cry because I feel horrible. Everyday whether i'm mad at him or not I make sure to tell him I love him and that I'm glad I got to meet him and marry him.