Kisses.

Today I realized how much can be said through a kiss.

Our first kiss : Gregg gave me the sweetest most lightest kiss for our first kiss. I remember thinking how gentle and exciting it was. It said " Here I am. I like you. "

Some kisses are still like that. Then there are the kisses that are passionate and say " I love you , I want to be with you forever." You know those kind right ? The passionate ones. Other kisses say " I'm here for you " or " I'm sorry." Different kisses say different things. I love this about kisses.

Tonight I kissed Gregg while we were playing around in the kitchen making weird wookie noises ( a surprisingly common occurrence ) and dancing around. I saw my life flash before my eyes. So many different stories and emotions rushed through. I remembered the excitement of our first kiss , I remembered our kisses goodbye whenever we had to leave or when I moved. I remembered our wedding day and the pure excitement that came with starting a new life together. Goodnight kisses and cuddling before bed flashed by. I even pictured our future when i'm in the hospital bringing a new member of our family in. I was suddenly hit with how scared I am to one day begin a family. I pictured life events ...etc.


I don't know if anyone else has ever had kisses that told a life story in it. That said so much. This kiss tonight said simply " It's you and me. No matter what. Forever."  I've never been more grateful to be married to such an amazing man. I've never been more grateful to his parents for raising such an amazing person. I'm glad my parents didn't/ wouldn't let me settle. Most of all I'm thankful it's me and him. For eternity.