Exhausted and sad.

It's been an amazing "weekend".

My mom has been in town and we've done SO MUCH. We've :

• gone shopping; I now have a dress for my sisters wedding which I am determined to make whether I have to drive out or not. I also have 2 new shirts and new shoes.
• Eaten at Cafe Rio. yum
• Bought a crib 
• Organized the house. 

There's a whole lot more that we did , but I feel like these are the big deal ones. The reason I'm so tired is because I haven't been getting great sleep the last few days. On top of that I go back in to work tonight and work until AFTER my mom has left. Which really stinks because that means I had to say goodbye tonight. Good thing I can go visit pretty much whenever I want.  

So I'm sleepy and I go to work in 2 hours and I don't want to even bother taking a nap because that just makes me nauseous when I wake up after napping .

On a baby note. We got to hear the heartbeat today. We almost had to get an ultrasound to find it , but the doctor finally found it. Of course it wasn't too comforting when he said " well , that's good enough. " I don't want it to be good enough. I want it to be great. I guess if it's strong enough that both the doctor and my mom were able to hear it , then it's good enough for me.

Also , I think it's pretty cool that I can feel my uterus when I do certain things , like stand up, or sit down ,or even put the laptop in that area. Pretty awesome. Also I heard from a nurse that it's possible to feel the baby flutter this early , it's just super rare. So now I don't feel so crazy.