Saturday, March 3, 2012

Sad but serious thoughts

How  many of you guys watch glee ?

I'm a HUGE Glee fan and this episode ( on my way , their latest episode) just really got to me. Seriously. It was sad for me at first because one of the characters tried to commit suicide. The part that really hit home was this scene. The picture is just a picture from the scene. I don't want to ruin the show for anyone who hasn't seen it yet , but Quinn , this gal , gets hit by a car.

I don't know what happened because it ended with her getting hit and her window shattering , but the scene stuck in my mind for a long time. Eventually I ended up full out bawling in my husbands arms because not too long ago I was in that situation. It wasn't very serious , and I'm okay , but what if I wasn't ?

What made me cry is that I couldn't remember what my last words to Gregg would've been if it had been worse than it was and I had died. I couldn't even remember if I had told him I loved him before dropping him off at work. I'd like to think that if something had happened to me that he'd eventually find someone he loved as much as me again. If not more. I'd like to think that I'd be happy for him as I watched over him from heaven. I don't want him to ever have to be without me and I don't want him to ever have to miss me.

Then I thought about my family. Would they know that I loved them ? That I'm grateful to be theirs for eternity? Would they know that I was happy ? I don't know. So this is the point. I've made it my personal goal to let my husband know that I love him. I try to tell him several times a day that way if something did happen to me he'd know for sure that he was the best thing to ever happen to me. I'm making it a goal to try and be nicer to my family. To let them know that I love them even though I'm far away. I'd like to challenge everyone out there who might read this to do the same. Life's too short.

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