#1) 20 Random Facts about Myself...

So I was on pinterest and saw this pin labeled 30 things my kids should know about me. Essentially it's a 30 day challenge. I probably won't do all 30 in a consecutive 30 days , but I do plan on doing all of them. I may not even do them in order. I'll just number them as I go. Today's is 20 random facts about myself.

1. I love fruit. My current favorite is pears. Although I'll eat almost any fruit you stick in front of me.
2. I'm afraid of bugs. Mostly spiders. They're icky. 
3. I'm a people pleaser. I try to please everyone and frankly it gets exhausting. 
4. I'm really hard on myself. I could be doing a perfectly good job at something , but if I'm not perfect at it, it really gets me down.
5. Along with number 4 , I compare myself to others often creating unrealistic expectations in myself. 
6. I love to cook. I don't cook as much as I'd like to or even should. I love doing it though. 
7. I'm a hopeless romantic. 
8. I fear I'm beginning to lose faith in humanity. With how many terrible things that are going on in the world , there are very few things that keep me clinging on to the hope that people are essentially good. 
9. I'm afraid of dying. Well not so much dying, as the process of dying and not knowing if I'm good enough for heaven. I like to think I am. 
10. I love asparagus. Most people hate it , and it makes your pee smell funny , but I love it. 
11. I love shopping , I hate trying on clothes. Shopping and I have a love/hate relationship. 
12. I'm a firm believer chocolate fixes almost everything. 
13. I like exercising , but I hate doing it alone. I hate doing it in front of people too. Maybe just with Gregg?
14. I'm a firm believer yoga pants are the only pants that should exist. SO comfy. 
15. I have to have a pillow in between my legs. Ever since having a baby , my hips KILL me if I don't sleep with a pillow in between my legs. 
16. I used to freeze bee's and chop them up and serve them on "salads"
17. I'm afraid of tornadoes. SUPER afraid. 
18. I hate being hot , but can't sleep without a blanket on me. This results in sleeping with a fan right by my face during the summer. 
19. I can't stand to be in one place for too long. I grew up moving every few years and now I'm afraid of settling down in one place. Which is exactly what Gregg wants to do. 
20. I'm 24 and still afraid of the dark. Something with some sort of light has to be on.